shing's diary

Lost...

2005-11-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

Can u imagine? I have not been working for a week at TCC. NOt because i am busy with my exam, just that most of my time for a particular week i am unable to work, too much personnel event...But few days back, i have been thinking...Am i able to find back the pleasure of working?

Many people come and leave during my 1yr plus in that outlet... There are people around has created an impact on me. To me some of them are my colleagues, my mentor, my friends, my advisor...Indeed till now i have never regretted and slogged my life in that outlet, 'cause i really like the working environment there. I have choose to give up my high pay to that outlet, i have choose to enjoy less and work more for that outlet, i have choose to share my happiness and worries to my fellow colleagues...

However this unforgetable memories will never happen again...It has just lost...I slowly realised that i am getting very unfamiliar with my outlet...Just too many things happened has make me think alot...Too many things to voice out,yet unable to...as i dont have the courage i used to have...

Eventful...

2005-11-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wah wah, it has pretty long time since i last blog...Lots of my friends were barking me liao...So today ganna write up a long one...So do take ur time to read it... Thank!!!

Attachment...
Finally, it has ended...on the 7th of Oct, and that was my 26th weeks of attachment from 930am-530pm, boring office and computer...Had a nice treat from my capt at Suntec, Turf and Surf...Was pretty new outlet...but the food was good...Especially their clayfish, was fantastic. Haha, saw my capt gave $20 tips to them, can see that he was a generous man...Missed my colleague, Sha cum Mighty/Timid mouse, Haha. Remebered how crazy we are in our office when capt was not around. Afterall, attachment was really enriching for me. At least i had a pic wat am i going to work in after i have graduated...

Linkermania...
Linkermania has ended last 12 nov...Was a successful event afterall, i could see that everyone is putting in effort to make this event a success. Though there were complaints(as usual), but this is where we learn to improve. As usual, had lots of photo snapand i took pics of sunset at Sentosa...it was beautiful...Saw lots of binkini girls and macho guys around, but it doesnt seem to be good looking...(good friends of mine will understand. hehe). Spend lots of time roaming around, taking free tram back and fro around the beach, went inside the nature trial, had a shock when i saw a signboard on snake(i am scared,ok), wore the bright, yellow tee we bought(we looks like Sentose authority sia), wore a wrong tee which had my han yu pin yin name, get ourselves suntan under the sun, in my "depression" mode 'cause i slept 2hrs before the event...

Hangout...
After my attachment, my friends has been asking me to go clubbing...but i never went to those places at all...cause got no mood to go anyway...but that's not impt...Went to celebrate Sharon's belated birthday at NYDC...had a nice meal over there...As usual when our photogenic girl is around(i believed u know who huh), sure will took lots of pics...Haha i will post the pics to everyone to have a nice view of it...

Relationship...
Has been together with him for 6 months plus...wow that's was really fast...Time flies fast, within a second we have been together for quite sometimes...Till now having a good term with him, no quarrel...but get offended at times by the questions he asked(those who got bf will know wat i am talking abt), saw his parents before, had dinner with them, but during our relationship period, we went overseas for training...Was pretty sad cause i realised i really missed him lots...Haha, but soon he is coming back(this coming friday, WOW). Haha but other than that, recently my friends have been "flooding" me with lots of errr....watever thoughts...Diao...But after thinking through...i guess my stand will changed, but with limits ba...

1st Time...

2005-10-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

Went to pub FIRST TIME with my TCC colleagues last night. Just a simple celebration 'cause my outlet hit target last month...

Went to "Time in Bottle" pub, which my ex-colleague is now working at serangoon. He came along, afraid that i might get myself drunk... So thoughtful of him...

Wanted to enjoy myself, by challeging myself to drink at least 5 glasses before i went home. Just then, a call from my mum spoilt my day.

"Where are u now? U better come home before twelve or else i will lock the door so that u cannot come in. Is that clear?"

Wah lao, stupid mum. Like cinderalla sia...Before twelve...Only had 2 glass, damn sian... Should have drink even stronger liquer like beer + stout. But only had Vodka Coke...

New Life...

2005-10-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

Wah, simply cant believe with my eyes. I AM LEFT WITH 3 MORE DAYS TO THE END OF MY ATTACHMENT. Whahahahahaha...Super happy sia. Finally i can leave the office working environment, free from office working time...Now i am counting down...

Last day of work, will be looking forward for my 8 sisters' family gathering and also birthday celebration. Wah i simply cant wait for that moment to come...

3 weeks of holiday before my sch starts, there is a few things i wanted to do...

*Plan out my training schedule. I want to train myself to be more fit. Hehe
*Go for a swim once a week. Good for my stamina.
*Buying new personal computer, gaming system and is for myself!!!
*Spending my time at home tidy up my room, to welcome my computer.
*Spend more time with him before he goes for his oversea trainings, which is abt 3 weeks. *Sob Sob*
*Work, for money, of course.

Get to know yourself better

2005-09-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Losen Up

2005-08-30T09:53:00.000+08:00

People has been telling me to losen up, as i am stressed, of my work. My decision still linger in the air, as i am afraid to make wrong decision...

I want to go back there, where i can find my peace...

Wah Wah Wah

2005-08-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

Wah Wah Wah, cant believe in my eyes. I still left 6 more weeks to the end of my attachemtn. YAHOOO...Faster faster end. Cant "tan han" my attachment working hours. But compared to the rest of my classmates, i should consider myself very lucky. Working hours is shorter, pay is highest and i have not much things to do (cause boss eat snake, never clinch much ships)hehe...But i will miss someone in my attachment company, which is my colleague, SHA... She is very, very nice person i have met. Under her, i learned quite alot. At times she is a joker, but at times i am her listener. 'Cause my boss at times siao siao de, got mood swing. So is always my colleague will ganna all the sarcastic remarks from my boss. Haiz... life is not easy for her, but she has "survived" this company for a year. Wah Wah Wah, congradulation Sha.

Sooner i will leave this company, and new attachment students will come in. This process will continues. My colleague will stay in the company to work for Capt and guiding the students till the day she life. All the best to u...

Fatter...

2005-08-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

Wah, i cant imagined myself. Eating ONE pan pizza all by myself...Either i am too hungry or my "wei guo" is getting bigger...Especially when go out with him.

Friends, see me getting fatter as the day goes (hmmm not sure whether i can grow fatter or not?)

Tired...

2005-08-19T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmm these two weeks has been having bad mood, keep quarrelling with people around me. Slowly i realised, i am tired, very tired. I longed for the peaceful and relax days i had before. Maybe because my work committment, has tired me even more. Thus i am in bad mood easily. At times, i hope some things i graved for doesnt exist. So that i am able to commit at things i have been doing. However, the existance has makes me more tired, thus at times i am forced to make decision, for myself. However, i couldnt bear to make scarifices, as i need them. I just been selfish, to some others, but i am just been stubborn, unwilling to change. If things goes too bad, i really had to forced myself to make undesire decision, which make hurts them...badly...

Give me a break...

STRESS!!!

2005-08-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

I am stress, over work again... Haiz...thinking hard...either to scarifies my work or sleeping time...Maybe i should give myself a break, by working lesser...However i have my burden, which wont allows me to have too much break...Thinking hard over my decision...

Cold Sweat...

2005-08-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

NDP celebration was nothing interesting for me. Every year same parade, same performace, same songs played throughout the celebration.

Anyway, really admires U...Pei Fu Pei Fu...Make me had a cold sweat for U...U are really too brave. Drink that smelly, bitter to the core, dark, black, disgusting(watever adjective) liang cha...that's meant for my flu...

AHHHHHHHH....

Black Belt, Finally...

2005-08-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Got not much things to say. Was happy to know this result on Sunday. Although i have passed, however my learning journey will still continues. Anyway will be having nice and free food from somebody, as promise...

What are the Keys to my Heart?

2005-08-03T16:02:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What's my Birth Date means?

2005-08-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: May 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.
You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Love Profile

2005-08-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.

You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.

Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.

If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...

You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.

Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.

A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.

Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.

Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.

Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.

Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best place to meet someone online:

American Singles - peek in on how much potential dates make, and what they do for a living.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

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What's my Ideal Relationship?

2005-08-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

What's my Personality

2005-08-02T10:41:00.000+08:00

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.

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What kind of girl i am?

2005-08-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

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2005-08-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

Jia lat. People are telling me that i am overworking, which i dont realised until i fall sick. Yet after recovered, i am back to my work. Haiz... but it has become part of my life after attachment starts:Commit my part time work only one or 2 days during weekdays, one or two days during weekends. Not bacause i am desperate of earning more money, just because i feel bad if i am not able to help to work (i mean part time)if they need people. i could understand the situation my management are facing now. As the old stuff there, all i could do is to help them and guide along the new people... Another reason i am not getting used to stay at home the whole day during weekends. I believe i should do something more meaningful by working to kill my time. Maybe by saying this, all my friends will raised both of their hands, totally agreed that i am just "workaholic"...

Anyway besides work, i have listen to my doctor advice, have more leisure. In the past, i will commit both days in weekend working. But now is different. No matter how important work is, i strongly believe kinship, firendship and relationship is the most importance afterall. So now, i have changed my schedule, one day work and one day leisure in the weekends. But it is still very little. Compared to the past, i have balance amount of leisure and work. Now is more work and less leisure.

Back to my weekly topic, work is as usual. I am counting down the days, to the last day of my attachment. Attachment is the my main "time-sucker". Imagine it takes up 10 hours of my day (includes transport time) everyday. This means i am left with 14 hours to sleep, play, chat, or work. Haiz... Anyway attachment to me is kinna boring. Even i do learn lots of marine trades from my colleague, afterall i still like school days...

Weekend, i spend my time with him...Haiz... kinna sad 'cause i am unable to see him after 2 weeks due to NDP thingy. I am going through like sok. But i had already get used to it to see him once or twice fornightly. But the ultimate real test btween us is this year end where he is going for his oversea training. And that would be abt 3-6weeks. Wah wah wah, more jia lat than now. Before he go for his training, all i have to do is work less, treasure every moment with him...But of coz, friends who wants to chio me out i am sure to "date" with u guys...hehe

Changed again

2005-07-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, my previous blogskin was abt one day before i have changed to this. Will keep changing...

BlogSkin

2005-07-29T09:47:00.000+08:00

Have changed into new blog skin. Hope u guys like it. :)

TKD Grading

2005-07-27T14:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, one week has passed...I am in Toa Payah, outside badminton hall, doing my strectching. This is not my first time doing it, also not my first time taking my grading. However, this is my first time to porve myself, proved to myself wat i have learned from my instructors has not gone down to waste. Furthurmore, this grading is "cheap". I do want to waste anymore time and money, taking this grading. I have practiced hard for the day to come...

I am standing right in the centre of the grading hall, there are 3 more persons from different clubs together with me. I am anxious, honestly. While wating, i breathe hard, claming myself down. I think of the people who has supported and encouraged me. While performing my pattern, i make a wrong start. Bow to my 3 examiners, and re-do again. I kept myself calm, as not to make any mistakes. Finally once i have finished, i am relieved...

I have to thanks alot to people who supported me, especially U. Thank for spending some time waiting for me... I really apprecaites...very much... Anyway i am waiting for my result to be released in 2-3 weeks time...I am confident i could pass, as i trained hard for this day to come... However learning does not stops here. I have to prepared myself to challenge myself into greater heights... I have to prepare now, for my next year National TKD Competition...

Hmmm

2005-07-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Mel's Birthday...
Had a great time with my fellow gang again, celebrating mel's birthday early by ONE week. Haha...anyway her treat was Pizza Hut. Not bad actually. Pretty long time never had pizza, esp i missed the spicy drumlets...Wah that's was great. Had a great lunch, bitching ppl and photo shoot. That's how i spend my meaningful sat. After that as usual, off for work.

Thoughts:
Before i wrote this blog entry, went to read all my friends' blog entry (as usual). Did learnt alot of things from them. Slowly i realised learning, in many ppl's perception, means knowing a new skills, gaining new knowledge. However often, ppl will neglect other type of learning, which is learning our way to be more polite to ppl, more thoughtful to ppl. As i saw one good example while working...

Fri night, as usual, after finish my attach company, went down to my outlet. I was working inside, as bar. So i wasn't awared of the situation outside. It was raining heavily before, therefore there are lots of fly flying around. In between busy period, we received a customer's complain. She complain abt the fly in her ice water cup. By then the water was half drank. So it was obvious to us that when we served them ice water to her, there is nothing inside. If there is something inside, we would have changed it before serving to them. So we apologies to them, willing to change another glass for her. However, she insisted not to change, but keep blaming us for providing poor customer services. At that point of the time, she was with her bf/husband. But her bf/husband did not stop her...

From newspaper, we read many complaints that service crew are not providing good customer service. However do they actually knew that almost 90% of the service crews actually went for training before they worked? Do they actually knew that service crews at some places actually went through audit? So they actually knew that once service crew received complaint due to their bad attitude towards customer, they would be blacklisted? Maybe the so-called customer did not work in this field b4. They couldn't appreciate the service we provided to them...

Long Long Time...

2005-07-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

Wah wah, has been an ancient years since i last blogged. Today got to blog, or else i will be "hack" by ppl...

Attachment...
Wah wah, last 2 weeks has been rushing my log book until my face turns white. Cant help, been slacking in office, not really bother to do anything for log book. When Capt. wants it, i could feel the "sense of urgency". That's y must chiong my log book. Or else my result for my ITP will be bad. Anyway i got pretty good marks for my first ITP result from my Capt. So got no worry, just work hard...

Work...
I think i will fainted one day while working. I think i am mad at times. After attachment still go for work at TCC. By the time, i am very tired. My manager always say i "blur blur de". But they could understand. Working 2 jobs in one day is very tiring. Anyway, i am been pressurise...once again...

Camp...
Just came back from OA camp yesterday...Was damn tired. Once again, building BIG structure in the middle of the night. Maybe that's the way OA ppl doing. As usual, we carry out our activties, teach the cadets...After the end of the day, tension comes in. I could feel it. But anyway wasn't paying much attention, 'cause i was too tired. The second day, we went for a hike. I could feel the freshness in the air when walking up to summit. However the first half of the journey was very tiring. It ok, that's a very good training for me to train up my stamina...

Haiz... 1 more week to my grading for dan. I need to practise hard liao...

Thank!

2005-07-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

Hello, thank for ur little thought u have show to me. Though was quite late, but i really appreciated, very much...

Fun Outing

2005-06-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

Weekdays...
Has been working hard, in work and my sport, 'cause i am under presuure. For work, i am still working hard for my bar skill. Screwed up alot of drinks. Wrong SOP and garnishing on drinks are my most fatal area in bar. Got to work double hard so that i can achieve wat i want. TKD, preparing for my black next month. I still cant remember some of the step for the pattern. Lots of skill i got to brush up. Haiz...to lead in martial arts is so much different than to lead a unit. Leading in martial art talks abt skill, tactics. Leading a unit talks abt knowledge, leadship. However i still think leading in martial art is most difficult than unit. Reason been showing a good example in skill is much more difficult than showing good example in personal action...

Weekends...
Woo...Finally. SO glad we gang are out for outing today. But his time different. We were camping overnight. Hehe...So in the afternoon, we went down to Sentosa for sun tanning. Saw lots of hunk and beauitful girl. Haha the most interesting ppl i saw is a guy with breast. It was damn "unsightful", for guy ba. Haha... After enough of tanning, we went down to east coast for dinner. Suppose we could reached east coast at the time we want. However there was a long traffic jam into east coast. Stupid taxi driver also "hack" our money for no reason. Suppose to be a less than 10 buck trip down to east coast from suntec. However we paid even more. Stupid taxi driver %&**$#$#$#$%@...When reached, we had our dinner at mac, together with "my friend". Then we saw one idiotic couple. They had finished their food, yet they sat down there, eating their ice cream damn slowly. Somemore they sat on a 6-ppl seat. So the whole group of us were actually waiting for the idiot couple to give up their seat. But they wanna go again us. Cant help. Lucky we found a seat more than enough for us. While waiting my food, we chatted. However after few century later, i realised my food has not arrived. So went to look for mel. She told me when they are at the front of the counter, the crew refused to order and put on "counter close" sign. WAh lao, mel. Should have complaint to me mah. Then i go and scream the manager's face. Haiz anyway, luck is not on us that night...

At night, we went back to tent, had a great fun. We played card game the whole night. Then sent Sharon back home. Then Suwei's friend came down to look for her. Xiao Hong. Wat a interesting name. After whole day of fun, we decided to turn in...

2005-06-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

Threesome...

2005-06-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

Bodyless...

2005-06-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

Me in Sunglasses...

2005-06-20T22:30:00.001+08:00

Our Feet..Guess Who?

2005-06-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

Family Tree...

Weekly Report...

2005-06-13T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, briefly summerized this week. Had been working hard by working 2 jobs each day for 5 days. Haiz... is damn tired. Proberly i am money face ba. Haha. Cant help. Great Singapore Sales is ongoing now. This means expenses will increase. This also means i need to work more to spend more. Hehe... Weekdays are tired. Weekends are suay... 2nd time in my life ganna chased by mad dog... First time is outside my sch, second time is at ulu place at east coast. My heart really wants to come out at that point of the time. This really makes me fear dogs even more. Thinking back, i could feel that i am shivering. Anyway it looks like i need to take even longer, or maybe even forever to overcome my fear of dogs...

Work...

2005-06-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Today is 9 June. It means today i will get my pay rise. Haha... after working at my outlet for abt 10 months, the HQ ppl decides to increase the pay for all part-timer. Really a great news for me. This means income will increase...But of coz, i look forward for the pay to 5.80 per hr. That's only given to part-timer working more than a year or has good performance. Looks like i have the chance of gettng that amt. Haha. I was thinking, if i had my pay 5.80 per hr, maybe i may not consider to quit. I may commit even more. But my boss told me i had to know everything, from service to bar. Hmmm... looks like i had 2 months time to bush up my bar skill in order to get that amt... Best wishes to myself...

TKD Comp...

2005-06-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

Yawn...Woke up damn early today...For my tkd competition. Pretty look forward 'cause it's my first time taking part. But this competition is just a friendly match. Basically went to take part is to gain some sparring experience...So when it comes to my turn, i was very, very anxious. My opponent is same height as me and she was a black belt. I am afraid i were be badly "killed" by her. After sparring with her, i relieased my weak point. Stamina. I was panting very hard during my second round. Looks like it's time to train up my stamina. Tolerance. I did not had much tolerance to attack my opponent when i was tired. Steadiness. I was not able to hide my tireness in front of my opponent. Afterall i still win her for the match. In fact, winning is just based on the score. Actually i still lose, to myself, as i believed i got lots for the skills and tactics to learn from my seniors. Never regret taking part. As learning is a journey that never ends...

Unlucky, Sad Week

2005-06-01T10:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz...must wait until next week then can buy something relates to gambling. Dont know y, this week is a sad and unlucky week. Last sat, lost my hp. Yest before i went for TKD training, my sandal was missing. Must be got somebody steal it. Wah piang, super suay sia. Sandal also ganna steal. Heard lots of bad news on me. Know of a bad news from my friend's blog. I felt so sad, for myself and my friend. At times i feel i am so helpless. I am able to give advice to my friends but not me. I know how to console my friends and not me. Many times i put on a strong front but deep in my heart, i am confused of my things. I need to release STRESS!!! Haiz... however most impt is not to think too much. Afterall it has happened. Let the past be the past. I need to calm down myself as i need to prepare for competition this sun. All the best to myself! ;)

Sad...

2005-05-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

Saturday...

Damn suay. Lost my hp AGAIN!!! Wah lao, this is my second time liao. Sure ganna screwed up by my parents. Dont know y recently getting muddlehead. While waiting for my friends for lunch, went to toilet with my friend, bringing along my hp. However i did not put inside my pocket, but left it on the shelf in the cubicles. I did not realised that after an hour. Half way through my lunch, wanted to check sms, then realised that i lost my hp. Haiz... Lucky reach back home, my dad did not scold me. Just that he was pretty disapoointed with me. Hey anyway, sorry about that. I know u have called me the whole day but i was unreachable. Makes u very worry for me...

Sunday...

Went to campsite to help out outdor cooking... Saw Mrs Yeo, future YO in NBs. Hehe. Actually out main purpose is to guide YO in outdoor cooking... But afterall, they can managed well, so we busy doing other things. Suppose we are going to demostrates the process of doing mud chicken, however due to the act of GOD, our mud chicken has become "chicken soup". Poor lugan, whole day keep complaining abt his effort has gone down to drain due to rain. After the lesson ends, we rot and listen ppl tok cork until 5. At that moment, the ULP ppl just came back from Bukit Timah hike. I could each and everyone was very shag. Partly is due to the heavy rain. We were talking with lawrence sir abt our programme today and i saw some of my cadets. Really missed them sia. Lucky heard the good news that they are having training on sat from next term onward. Looks like i am ablt to go back to ach to help out... but less time for weekends activities...haiz...

Whole Body PAIN!!!

2005-05-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

Dont know what has happened to me recently. Last 2 weeks, went for tkd training. Believed that i did not did enough warm up excercise, and kicked too much, the next day i have a bad sprain on my right leg. Thought is nothing, the following week went for training relieased that i could not lift up my legs. This time i relieased that it is not a sprain. I hurt my hamstring once again. Boh pian, must go and see chinese doctor to "press hard".

So this "good" friend of mine brought me to see chinese doctor. After "pressing hard", my legs now feel better. Hey, anyway. Thank for spending ur time to wait for me to see doctor. =p

So last 2 days, went to ice skate. Thought the the next day my butt should be pain, cause i fell down 4 times. In the end, now both my hand muscles strained. Thank to my "teacher". While lifting me up on the ice, guessed used too much energy. So if this "teacher" see my blog, please remember what u need to do ba. Thank to you. U have cause my whole body PAIN!!!

Ice Skating...Wooo...

2005-05-24T11:11:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a pretty nice outing. Went with my friends to ice skate!!! Wahahaha...Dont even know how to roller skate, ice skate confirm cannot make it. So, actually i went there to learn...

Suppose there are 2 places for ice skate, one in jurong, another in kallang. But the place in kallang has closed down, so we went to jurong. At first i thought the ice skating place is very big. But when i reached, it was super small place, not even an olympic size. Was quite disappointed. Since we took a long time to go down to that place, hmmm...might as well go and learn to skate, despite is a small place with so many ppl.

After paying the entrance fee, went to collect shoes, then i start my lesson "officially" from my "teacher". Was pretty scared cause i am skating on ice and is slippery. Many times nearly fall down, but lucky not. Due to my fear, i kept holding the railing to support. After a few round of trial, i managed to "walk" on the ice. By the time, my whole feet was pretty pain cause the shoes are very hard...

Due to my ambition, i tried to skate of the ice. Because of that, i finally have a taste of falling on the ice. Wah piang, butt quite pain. But it ok for me, that's is call learning. We need to fall in order to learn...So during the 2 hrs of learning, i actually fell 4 times... By then, whole body pain, sweating(despite of cold) and tired. But was really great experience for me...Will continue to learn until i master it...

After that, we went down to east coast for dinner. It was a filling dinner for us. We ordered quite of lot side dishes. After dinner, we rented bicycle and cycle from one end of east coast to another end. Then we sit down on the rock, chatting and gossipping with each other. Anyway yesterday was a beautiful night. It was full moon and there are many stars in the sky. Nice to look at...

Time's up. I went down to my outlet to collect free cake from my manager. Macha Tiramisu, pretty nice cake, taste like pokka green tea drink. After long day outside, finally decided to go back home...

Sleepy...

2005-05-19T10:28:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhh...these few days i have not been sleeping well. Very tired, physically and mentally tired. Worse is when i looked at my organiser, so many events and work for this and next month. Piang sia, will be even more tired than before. Confirm will grow "old" faster. Hahah...Lots of OA thing to get involve, got to prepare for my tkd competition next month and my grading test. So many things to do yet i did not have enough time. Missed weekend very much, especially i can relax myself on those days. Hmmm...weekends is coming, looking forward...

2005-05-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

Cool us...

2005-05-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

Me and my "piglet" sis...

2005-05-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

Lover in Paris...

2005-05-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

The Four Joker Part 3...

2005-05-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

The Four Joker Part 2 ...

2005-05-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

My "Baby"...

2005-05-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

The Four Joker Part 1

2005-05-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

Tongue showing squard...

2005-05-14T16:11:00.001+08:00

The Ninelets...

2005-05-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

The 9 queens...

2005-05-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

This 4 photos was taken during my birthday itself. Enjoy viewing!!!

Finally Weekends...

2005-05-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

In Office...
Still stuck with the same old work...Damn bored. Lucky after my lunch i was asked to do the Charter Party clauses, so for a moment i rushed to do my log book. After my lunch, went to do the CP. While doing i found out that some clauses abit too lame. Like wat the ppl working onboard the ship at night had to used wat kind of light... No wander the clause damn long. Wat i had said in lcass before, ppl working in maritime really got nothing to do that's y they came out with super long clause for those ppl to read until the eyes wanna pop out. Haha. That's my opinion. Of course, everything they wrote has a reasons behind it. Just that i knew too little abt it...

After work...
Went out with my friend. Really look forward cause it's finally weekend. We went to Chinatown to eat fish head. We also ordered kang kong but turned out both dishes too spicy for me. I was "crying" while i was eating. But the food is really very nice. Esp. the fish head, very fresh and the sauce is not very sweet. Not only that, the fish head is very big, from the head till half of the body and it only cost $13!!! Wah, So next time if anyone want to eat fish head can look for me. Hehe. After dinner, went to Shaw Hse to watch "Kingdom of Heaven". Really meaningful movie... Guys if have not watch this, better go and watch now...Hightly recommend by me. But better find a cinema that provides comfortable seat, or else u will be like me, whole back aches...

Tired, Just Tired, Super Tired...

2005-05-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

Writing this blog when i was in the office. These few days i have not been sleeping well. From the first day of the week, Monday Blue till today, accumulated too many <8hrs of sleep everyday. Monday Blue, Tuesday training, Wednesday work and Thursday OA meeting. Everyday there is something on after my work. Finally weekends is coming soon. Can get a good sleep finally. Anyway, after working in office for a month, realise y working appreciate weekends very much. Is because everyday after work ppl usually dont have much energy to shop. Most ppl are tired after and hope to sleep early. So i can understand y news keep saying "Singaporean has the lowest sex rate compared to other countries" Mainly ppl are tired, esp after long hrs of work...

Saturday...

Maybe i should briefly say wat i was doing during my birthday. So many ppl keep asking me"How was it? Did he asked?" until i relieased that my phone bill going to burst soon this month.

Morning, wake up the first thing, my mum wished me. Haha so glad. Then i was "presented" 2 cakes bought by my sis. However did not eat 'cause was rushing to meet up my poly friends. But anyway sis, thank for ur cakes. Really appreciates that.

Afternoon, meet up my poly gang. Really the first time, all PP turn up for a gathering. But each and everyone was very happy, esp it has been a long time since we last saw each other. After that, we went down to NYDC for lunch. Ordered pasta meal again. Getting really sick of pasta food, esp i have more than 3 times this month. But we had a great time there. Mainly we were chatting abt our attachment. I think the most interesting part is when Liwen and Kendy were mentioning abt Kimberly, I could saw Liwen was so happy and engossed on talking all the bad things abt Kimberly. Haha. From Kendy's words, we also know alot of things abt Kimberly. After that when i came back from toilet, i was "malu" by my gang 'cause they were singing the birtday song so loudly until i was so paiseh. All the customer around us was looking at out group. But we really had a great time together, esp after lunch we to take neoprint together. Finally, we got a neoprint that has 9 of us. But too bad some have to leave early. So the rest of us went to shop around.

Along our way, we went into an complex that sells lot of items for foreigner. Mainly is for Japanese, Korean and Chinese where there is language written for their understanding. But those places are very "exp" All things sold are in hundreds. More for rich ppl place. After that, i went to meet him.

We went to swensen for dinner. Since i had a feast for my lunch, so doesnt really have "space" for my dinner. I just went there to eat Fudge Ice Cream. But it's really very nice, esp the small choc. balls inside it. After that, went for a stroll till we came to Legend Club for a drink. But this club is pretty good cause is a country club and no smking is allowed. So pretty a good plac for non-smoker. The envirnoment there is quiet and classic. So that night i am "legal" for drink, i had my cocktail drink, which is Singapore Sling and Blue Lagoon. Singapore Sling actually taste more like cherry and Blue Lagoon taste more like soda water. But the interesting thing after half glass of drink, i was having abti headace. I thought i was wearing contact lens for too long time that's y i am having this problem. After finish a glass, i realised that i am really abit drunk. Haha, but dont worry, i really heard what u have said to me and i have said to you. I am consciuos of my decision. So dont doubt my ans. to u. After a drink, he send me back home...

Offically Declared...

2005-05-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

This blog, under name of Shing Wong, is offically declared open to public at 12.30pm. Great appreciation goes to my friend, Meiyi, for helping me to do do this blog.